Wednesday, February 29, 2012

::4thn sekali::


jam di pc 22.55 p.m..sambil layan lagu jepun nh sambil update la.. org kate tarikh hari nh 4 kali sethn..tue yg na update..kekekekk xde kene mengene...ahh suke la..aku punye blog...huhuuu..adoii sakit la bibir aku wehhh.... kene gigit nan semut..x pasal2 kalh angelina jolie..wakkakap jgn jelezzz yepp.awwww =..=" kla tue jek na post..daa~ slmat melayan lagu jepuunnn niteeeniteeee :3

Ne honto wa daremo
Ne aisenai to iwarete
Kowagari no kimi to deai
yatto sono imi ni kitsuita
kizutsukutame ima futari deattanara
kanashisugiru yo
kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kitto tada honto no kimi no sugato o motomete
mada bukiyou ni warau ne
mada kanashimi ga niau kara
kimi to deau tame dake ni sou umareta nara
kaerarerukana
kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kizutsukisugita kedo mada ma ni au yo
kokoro kara kimi o aishiteru
kimi ni furu itami o nugutteagetai subete
I for You
kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kimi no negao itsumo mitsumeraretara
kokoro kara kimi o aishiteru
kimi ni furu hikari o atsumeteagetai subete
I for You

I was told that I couldn't really love anyone
Then I met you, who was afraid And I finally realized its meaning
If the two of us met to be hurt, then that is too sad
I want to tell you from my heart
To find the real you

"You still have a bad smile
Sadness still suits you"
If I was born just to meet you
Then can I change things
I want to tell you from my heart
I was hurt a lot, but it isn't too late
I love you from my heart
I want to heal your broken heart
Everything
I for you

I want to tell you from my heart
Only if I could look at you in your sleep
I love you from my heart
I want to gather the light that rains on you
Everything
I for you.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

::luka seribu rindu::


Api dah menjadi bara
Bara menjadi debu
Mawar indah nan setangkai
Layu dan berguguran

Begitulah ibarat cinta
Terjalin sementara
Madu tak sempatku rasa manisnya
Pahit barganti
Terpaksa ku telan jua

Aku bagaikan tawanan
Di dalam perang rindu
Asyik berganti derita
Cinta tak kesudahan

Mesranya tingkahmu
Disamping dirinya
Menambah luka di hatiku
Senyumanmu di samping orang ketiga
Bagaikan sembilu
Menusuk di hatiku

Hati ku sakit tak tertahan lagi
Kasih
Sudahnya begini
Cinta murni nan sejati
Kemanakah hala
Yang akan kubawa
Hati sarat luka seribu rindu
Dia yang menanti
Setiaku menunggu
Tapi kepadanya kau pergi

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

::mood jiwang mlm ni::



i still remeber first time when i saw you. you smile to me and made my heart beat so quickly. i fallen in love with you in my first sight. you give me a lot of happiness. but i know you never love me. so, i never show my feeling to you.

ingatkah kamu, ketika aku bertemu dengan mu kau begitu baik padaku. sehingga ku pertahankan perasaanku padamu. hingga suatu saat aku bertemu denganmu lagi, lagi dan lagi. senyuman dan kebaikan sikapmu padaku membuatku ingin sekali lebih mengenalmu. tapi harapan ku ini salah, begitupun dengan perasaanku.

aku tahu,, seorang sepertiku tidak akan pernah mendapatkan hati darimu.

untuk menatapmu saja hatiku begitu rapuh. jiwaku bergetar melihat matamu. hanya terdiam yang bisa aku lakukan ketika tak sengaja aku berani menatap matamu.

hanya dirimu yang mampu mengubah jiwa dan ragaku.

aku takut ketika aku menatap matamu semua perasaanku terbongkar. aku takut ketika ku berbicara padaku kau menjauh dariku. selamanya akan ku pendam hanya untuk menjaga perasaanmu, agar kau tak membenciku.


kau takkan pernah tahu, setiap hari hatiku rindu menantimu.

kau takkan pernah tahu, setiap hari aku kehilangan akal sehatku.

kau takkan pernah tahu, setiap hari aku memikirkanmu.


kau takkan pernah tahu, setiap hari aku berdoa untukmu.

kau takkan pernah tahu, setiap hari aku meminta padan-Nya agar kau selalu terjaga.

dan kau takkan pernah tahu bahwa aku tulus melakukan itu.

Smile so the tears won't fall.
Laugh like you don't hurt at all.
Fake it so he'll never know,
you still haven't let him go.
Love comes to those who still hope
although they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe
although they've been betrayed,
to those who still love
although they've been hurt before.
I won't forget the day
we met or the day we kissed.
The sky may fall and the stars may too,
but in the end, I will still love you ...
I will love you all my life
and when I die I will still love you
through eternity and beyond.
And I know it might sound crazy,
but after all that, I still love you.
You wanna come back in my life.
But now there is something I have to do.
I have to tell the one that I once adored,
that they can't have my love no more,
because my heart can't take no more lies,
And my eyes are all out of tears.
Tired of trying.
Sick of crying;
yeah I'm smiling,
but inside I'm dying.
Break my heart, destroy my soul
and leave me crying,
I'd still love you and
I don't expect you to love me in return.
True love is when
you've been able to ride
on the bumpy sea of problems,
glide on the stormy sea of fights,
and still love each other
with every ounce of your heart.
I just want one day to go by
where I'm not pretending to be happy.
I'am still loving you...

Friday, February 17, 2012

::innocence::


Waking up I see that everything is okayThe first time in my life and now it's so greatSlowing down I look around and I am so amazedI think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about itThis is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stayThis moment is perfect, please don't go awayI need you nowAnd I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tearThe first time in my life and now it's so clearFeel calm, I belong, I'm so happy hereIt's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about itThis is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stayThis moment is perfect, please don't go awayI need you nowAnd I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreamingIt's the happiness inside that you're feelingIt's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreamingIt's the happiness inside that you're feelingIt's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cryIt's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you wanna cryThis innocence is brilliant, please don't go away'Cause I need you nowAnd I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautifulThis moment is perfect, please don't go awayI need you now, it makes me wanna cryAnd I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

Monday, February 13, 2012

::Somewhere Only We Know::


jam di pc opis menunjukkan 10.56 pg...aduhhh nek juling mate aku nh... dok ngadap pc wat bangunan..so aku amek keputusan merehatkan mate dgn mengupdatekan belog kesayangan hamba...wakkaaaapp..heee ;) sbb bos xde so opis nh aku yg punyerr... x pe bos na drawing esok...so lek lu sap kok lu..keh keh.. alhamdulilllah akk aku da bergelar tunagan org... aku bile lagi ek...uihhh lmbt lagi kot...2 3 thn lagi...mybe...insya'Allah...(mcm ad calon jek) ahahhaha..k la... aku na smbg wat bangunan yg tergendala td...heee pekerje contoh mcm nh la.. ;)  k lyn lagu lu sepam.. slmt bekerje yep sume..t lunch sesame <3 daaa~

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
So why don’t we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
Somewhere only we know?


ps: tajuk xde kene mengene nan isi so aku msk kan lagu yep... <3 


Monday, February 6, 2012

::hei hei febuari (: ::


jam di pc menunjukkan tepat 6 ptg.... huuu ari nh cuti <3 2moro pon cuti.. weweeett cutiiiiiii jek...syok btl... cuti raye cine boss kasi 2 weeks cuti pluss 2 hari lagi..heeee <3 rabu da start keje mcm base....huu~ mood bekerje x mai lagi la...aduhhh....come on ana!! jgn mls2.. cuti 2 week x kn x puas lagi kan...wahhahahaa... time cuti mcm2 aku wat kat umah..besh besh... mcm2 resepi aku cube... ;) ase na tkr profession la plak..hihi jd chef...hikhikhikkk ;) x pun masuk master chef ker..designer aka chef..wahhh!!! cam besshh >_<" heeee~ support ana ea.. :) (maceh) owh.. sj na update na bg tau ana br lek dr cameron nh..tgk senior kawen..heheh sambil2 cuci mate la n tenangkan fikiran...(mcm la tension kan) sonokkk :) ingat na cr buah cinta kat sane tp x sempat la plak.. kwn ana kate ade buah cinta jual kat sane...tp x jpe plak...nmpkanyer len kali la ea ana cr..:) (ceh. alasan na g lagi la tue) jom la g sesame mst sonok ;) 
sempena bulan br di thn 2012 nh....ana tkr style rmbt br...hehheee :) da mkn kontot rmbut nh...x sempt pnjg sampai kaki (ngerrr ngeri jek kan) selalunyer org kate pempuan ble potong rmbut di kaitkan dgn putus cinta??? btl ke?? x putus cinta mst frust...ye ke?? ahahha tp ana sbb ase na rmbt pndek... ;) tkr selera... (pasan x aku gune ayat formal..hehhe geli jek kan)

sebelom

selepas (amcam cun x aku) :3 rmbt thn br :3

bulan feb nh...mcm2 yang x diduga dtg...aku harap adela kejutan yg baik2 tok aku..heee :) ameen 
k la. aku xde mood sgt na update nh.. t la len kali aku update dgn penuh emosi :3 daa~

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they were strong, but my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms without falling to your feet

But there’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true
And the games you’d play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you I could stay there
Close my eyes, feel you here forever
You and me together, nothing is better

‘Cause there’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true
And the games you’s play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried

‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
‘Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we’re already over
I can’t help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touch your face
Well, it burned while I cried
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
‘Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh
Oh, no
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let I let it fall, my heart

And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they were strong, but my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms without falling to your feet

But there’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true
And the games you’d play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you I could stay there
Close my eyes, feel you here forever
You and me together, nothing is better

‘Cause there’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true
And the games you’s play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried

‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
‘Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we’re already over
I can’t help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touch your face
Well, it burned while I cried
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
‘Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh
Oh, no
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn

p/s ; akk aku na tunang ujung minggu nh..jmpt la dtg umah... kat bahau jek :) (klo na dtg text ana yep) daa~ 

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