Thursday, November 17, 2011

::oktoberygbz::


 i never told U!!!


 I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me
But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
(Still, you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you
(And I'm lovin' you, I never should've walked away)
After all the things we've been through
(I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
(Still, you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you
(And I'm lovin' you, I never should've walked away)
After all the things we've been through
(I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you, without you.

pegi -------> balik--------> pegi balik

yey!! da convo!! ;)

ini cerita sudah lame..lame ke??hehhe ad la bln lepasnyer cite. cite bln 10.sbb terlampau bz smpai x smpat na update! ceh mcm ad follower..huuhuuii.k la na cite la...bln lepas sy pegi jugak istiadat konvo kat s.alam... fuh! bln lepas mmg bulan yg menguji ketahanan stamina..yele...asik pegi balik pegi balik dari bahau ke s.alam. perhhh..loteh den! nak kate kan every week last month i pegi balik tau! klo nek keta x pe la nh nek KTM pulak..nek plak time2 pkl5 perhhhh memey cr nahas kan..heeee =..=" selama 4 kali aku pergi blk dlm keadaan macam haram! penat! serabut! geram! n mcm2 bau ada! huhuui. mst na tau ka psl pa...sape yg penah nek KTM area pkl 5 jep tau..huhuuuii..mcm dlm perang kot!! aku kan wanita so..aku pon suke la msk coach wanita...tp tahukah anda..wanita2 akan berubah bile start pkl 5 time nek KTM.. mereka akan jadi ganazz dan mcm askar pon ad...>_<" adoii...hilang sume kelembutanmu! hehehee...selamat sy jenis yg masih mengamalkan kewanitaan itu! lallalaa =..=" hihihii.. ummm k! stop la cite psl KTM tue..huh! aku na cite pon aku serabot..^..^" tujuan aku kesana adalah untuk menguruskan perihal konvo.mek jubah la... mek mini trnskip la...mcm2 la...smpaila hari konvo...br la aku leh rehat...klo x pegi blk la jwbnyer..nmpaknyer kene la usulkan kertas kerja pembelian kereta kat tuan ayah..hehhehe...mcm approve!! :P xpe la janji niat ad.... hehee.. so aku da jadik alumni <<< btl x aku eja? hehheh so, sudah 5 thn aku membanting tulang sebagai serong pelajar industrial design akhirnye aku bebasss!! yahooooo >..<" sukak! heeee... tp ble jumpa kwn2 clas. ad yg smbg master.. ad yg ajak smbag master(er...klo korg na smbg..smbg la,,,,ak x terpikir lagi..klo smbg pon aku smbg kat tmpt len tau.) hehheh..ad jugak yg da bekerjaya...aku jek yg br nak merangkak tok jadi bekerjaya! ahahha xpee..slow2..nnt leh la jd bos! sume bos kat malaysia nh..dulu sblm jadi bos. dieorg merangkak dulukan mase kecik...~..~" heeeee! so doakan sy yep!! ameen mudah2han murah rezeki kami! :) maceh doaakan...

meh ak pkaikan topi ko ya! :) suwiit kan aku!! hehehe :P

let it go anna!!

tp sedih..x dpt na tangkap gambo nan kawan2 sgt...coz along aku na lek cpt...huuuu x dpt na posing lebih2 :P hehhehehhe...>_<" tp ble otw lek umah..tetibe hati jadi sedih! berat hati na tingalkan s.alam. x tau nape...perasaan tue ase berat sgt..dulu punye x ske s.alam.tp time nh ase sedih..mcm2 kenangan ad..susah senang..hepi sedih sume ad kat sini!! jpe admire pon kat sini gop!! heee syuuuuu~ jgn bg tau org tau.. hee! ntah tiap kali g s,alam mst harap terserempak ke... jpe ke...tp ak tau mende nh x kan jadik..sape la aku..lalallal.. dah! xmo cite lelebh! boringggg~

 

 p/s: fuh!!! sy da bertekad! sy sudah korban kan perasaan yg x kemane nh!! sume kenangan aje! life must go on and onnn...heeee mcm lagu plak! k chayokkk ana!! u can do it!!! fokus dkt kerjaya skang!!! ameen :)

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

::m1xf33l1ng::

1,2,3 *gitar  dipetik*


Wajah mu kerap ku mimpi
Wajah mu sering ku puja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Cintamu kerap ku mimpi
Cintamu sering ku damba
Buatku terasa sedih
kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belum pun ku dakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai
Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka...

~ mix all da feeling!! :'( ~


hi 2nd dairy..arinh mcm2 perasaan dipendam. eh silap2 bkn arinh jek..ari2 tue punye pon campor skali la..sbb ade mood nak menaip n line x bp na clear la...besa la..org bz mcm aku nh selalu bz...huhuu meletop ko nyah! yuck! umm actually, next week ak da start keje kt tmpt br....base le. setiap jalan pasti ad rintangan. mintak2 sme kan baik2 saje. all is well..feuuuhhh~ x ske la cite lelebih nnt boring! wakkaakaap. =..=" ad ke org bc kan...hahahaampeh. nh na cite time buffday aku xde org na kasi adiah...sob sob...:'( ehh..lupe bkn cite pasal celeb buffday..nh cite aku drive ayah g klinik...wutt??!!! jeng jeng jeng jgn la tetanjat sgt...lallaaa.. actually sy da dpt lesen memandu!! hoyeey..huhuhuuii tue yang time emergency tue terpasah aku drivethru appak den g klinik.sbb kaki ea kono sabit..fuh! ngeri kot..menancut2 darah die kuarr.>..<" so aku selaku nurse yg x bertauliah lagi berpengalaman nh pon memberikan bantuan kecemasan.abis kaki ayah aku tue aku wat experiment na balot mcm mane.base la nurse br register so semangat... sampai tuala wanita tue aku gne utuk stop kan drh yg kuar. tp mkn byk drh kuar ad la... akhirnye ayah aku sendiri merawat kaki die..hhehee maap maap maap..=..=" 1st time besa la... so aku dgn takot2 berani drive la kate ayah. dah la kate ayah kate beso..pajero..adoii..dgn konfident aku ckp dgn ayah" yah jgn risau abg2 JPJ tue percaye kat org..tue die kasi lulus...ayah jgn wisau yeep" smbil wat muke mcm bgs..tp tuan ayah berkata " ye la tuee..jgn ayah yg anto ko kat ospital dah" perhh die x caye kat aku... sabo je lee...sbb kaki ayah sakit je die benarkan aku bwk.klo x, memey aku x rase la stereng...coz aritue aku bwk maria kuar jejln nek kate ayah..konon na try la.. tp dlm perot aku nh kecuttt.. hehhe dgn muke blagak aku ckp "maria jum alang bwk jalan2" die dgn muke selambe nek kate n ckp " ko pndai ke bwk" ceh budak kecik nh na kene ke..so aku pon tunjuk la kehebatan aku..hahhah..so ble jln lurus aku relex je la..tang masok sempang br gelabah na ingat step. besa la keta menual..wawakkap. tetibe maria ckp na g kedai kat seberang jalan tue...so maknenyer aku kene mask sempang...woittt aku da start glabah..adoii..tp muke still wat muke confident..da ready na msk sempang...tetibe moto laju dr arah hadapan...so aku pon dgn laju menekan minyak teross jek..x jadi na singgah..wakakkaapp..cian maria..nages2 die x puas hati...hahha tue la kenangan aku bwk keta..smpai la nh aku x pegang stereng lagi nh...haissh nmpknyer kene beli keta sebijik br la syok! ahahah doakan ye cpt2 dpt BF bar aka "keta" hihiii..x sitedd >.<" ble dpt x tau.. heeee next week eh jumaat nh sy akn lapor diri ditempat br...so hope everithing gonna be okey! Ameen mudah2han..Allah permudah kan segala urusan disana dan beri kesiahatan dkt mak n ayah.coz aku t da duk jauh..sape na drive tetibe ad emergency..amenn.. Thanks Allah 4 beri peluang untuk berhidmat dgn mak ayah..pas nh da jauh bile lagi leh luang mase nan dieorg kan.. heee... doakan sy cpt jadik bos yep! bleh duk goyang kaki nan mak ayah kat umah..lallalaaa.

P/s: sume perasaan yg bercampor tue.x dpt na luahkan coz ia akan dtg dan pergi jua..so let it be.. follow da flow...belive in ur dream, u can face ur fear!! yeah

in ma new journey!! hope everything okey~

everything heppen 4 reason. so keep smile! n hide ur sadness! they may fall in <3 wit u!!

~my cute stuff~